poetry
I-99
Geranium
Young, Younger
On Time
(for A.K. Ramanujan)
Art-full; the clock
stands on hind
haunches
& stands, staunchly –
its hands for feet
watches; the
tiny clamour
of so many fingers
to tinker soft
shifts of silver
filigree and
ginger, over
beside yet another
task that
could be
complete –
we think we lie
replete
in the cold sun
of late-winter
mornings –
the earth tilted
to a toughened
trilby-economic, fawning;
mesmeric; phosphorescent
pouring patters play over
the tableaux of
a heartbroken
pigeon who
took that mortal
dive –
a Banquo maybe
(perhaps nothing more),
the bird atop that
weather-vane –
a gift to the
outgoing thane,
trembles slightly…
and there no excuse for the blueing in her eyes
nor the ways in which seeds move overland
nor the cupping motion we sense as unconditional
love
nor the reaching cool side of the blanket
nor the burning of those first weeks –
that hang
heavy in the
lapel
as carnations.
We’re up to the door
and a young man is
being held behind all the
greenery – there are
scuff-marks
on the floor around
him – a mandala –
a heavy watch rests on his wrist
as a meteorite,
a trail of blood, strides
the flecked street.
My eyes are in his hands;
I blink and his fingernails listen –
my ears ache in the air and 2 seconds
stand near the heater,
waiting.
A cube of fog is delivered
from offstage right,
and her thumbs catch
mine from the
clutches of the
small dust eddies circling
&
even ancient words
in the face of so many faces
and thrice that
of hands
can catch
only
the
precept
of
moving.
The Top Waters
I’m off up to it.
I can help feel too bright –
lost socks.
the troupe thorax waiting,
twine-bound notebooks laying on the bleached porch –
the wine was warm for the first time in 43 weeks.
we toasted the damned walks through the castle grounds
toast gets cold quick in those english racks.
i fought with what it looked like on the radio.
there sat a cork shift in the top waters of a wishing well.
they scanned my brain for the thirst of ground roots.
i ate two small plates and fell sideways from the chair. Her equilibrium upsets mine.
i listened in a passive way when they read the summons from the dock. my name sounded all too funny in that mouth dripping with syrup and 100 other liquids. I caught the scent of pine oil in her nose. There to rest. There to set adrift.
The top waters of the wishing well swell.
The top waters of the wishing well stiffen.
And all of a sudden there are clouds of silence in the channel.
225,000 lines of dog-toothed princes.
And the curl at the back of her skull carries pogo ants as unwilling passengers.
The beds rock in time with the grandfather’s pendulum.
A phalanx in the base of his spine, the chair holds.
And the upholstery quietly orgasms, the leather emitting sweet bovine nothings.
And all the lights happen to be on.
And all the lights happen to be on.
And the top waters of the wishing well quicken.
And the top waters of the wishing well do harm.
And the top waters of the wishing well publish their manifesto on algae-slimed walls.
The court rises
to
pass
judgement
on
no
more
than
atoms.
It Shimmers
Your eyes shimmer like the surface of a singing gong.
There’s a want present, to be led by the hand through
2 or maybe 3 small pastures.
Monthly, fingernails form as the moon with her, halo.
Luminous, palanquins run on wheels one night, a year.
Upset, the milk jar spills and condenses, tears.
That track is slick with rain,
Your gums lock hands with the money of your gloss teeth,
And the here where no when lies turns amongst the cut hay.
There’s a convention of chasing horse on foot.
There’s no need to bring the tanner over the hearth.
There’s coops full of eggs across the vaulted border.
I can’t help but smile at your cautious strands of why.
Of how.
I have no clues as to the tempest of your heels.
Their tac.
I will consume 4 visages, emerald.
As rings.
To catch the final note.
To read your palms with ice, earth and fire.
To understand the sky for one flash of of.
Of it.
Of it, there is more.
Of it, there is not enough.
Of it, the trunk sucks dust.
Of it, the lines vibrate outwards in the form of song.
For it, shimmers like the surface of a singing gong.
HUT
The bought police found him later with a hurriedly slit throat. The bride wore petals in the adjoining room. The Young Boy, sheltered in a small copper bathtub, shook quietly. A breeze ran in circles. As he crouched, unsure that his legs weren’t broken, a vivid calm broke as clouds parting. One foot slung over the edge of the tub, he tested his weight on scarred palms. Confident to crawl, The Small Boy thrust his bones over the brim of his cell. The heat of the packed dirt floor softened his toes to breaking. Palm-fronds acting as portals parted with whispered assent. The Boy inched forwards. Or sideways. To his left, the bride, to his right, a creek of cochineal lay curling, meandering and unfurling, congealing around a jagged corner wall. Here and there the dust siphoned off a tributary and drank. Moloch’s vermillion oases. Golgotha spits blue tears. Bruised arms quake. The Tall Man runs out of Him, down pocked and thumb-indented thighs. Breathing could be heard from an ante-room. Her muffled, last sobs. A single lily petal adorned his path. All then was silent, except for the burst of his violated heartbeat and a periodic clicking coming from without. The Old Man’s body lay at odd angles. An arm seemed raised in pseudo-salute; a leg upturned as if to run. Arcing scuff-marks illustrated the floor. The Young Man looked from arm to elbow, recalling the fuzz of His wrist as it swept his eyes while time grew thick. The Youth had lain, frozen, counting out the rhythmic signature of pain. Warm gusts murmured through The Cut Man’s hair, reanimating him for a set second. Time thinned and Our Boy was outside the hut of huts, nude, on hands and shattered knees, staring into His Father’s ballistic Bombay eyes, eyes that watched their hands gently caress a caked blade. CLICK: open. CLICK: shut. CLICK: open. CLICK: shut. C L I C K . C L I C K . . C L I C K . . . CLICK: on. CLICK: off.